A big problem: You’re not pushing the boundaries of what you could do. That doesn’t mean clawing your way to the top, it means exploring for the sake of exploring. “Why does the batter run to first? Because he must.” It’s the game. It’s the nature of things to evolve, so evolve. It requires something you might not be giving, though.
We all have an idea of ourselves in our mind. We all have an idea in our head of who we will be, 100 miles away. We inch forward.
Stop fuckin around, get in the car, and drive.
There’s something more to you, and the world needs it.